So much has happened since my last entry! Magnum Opus has realeased two magazines. The second was undoubtedly better than the first. We are learning with time how to manipulate what we have to make it work better collaboratively.
In other news, I turned seventeen this month. lol. I keep forgetting that I'm seventeen, but subconsciously I know. I keep saying I can have sex with whomever I'd like now, and last night I had a dream that I got pregnant and I ran away. Scarrrrryyy. Even in my dream I was like, "Oh my god, I'm too young for this." I thought about having an abortion and not telling the father because he was some super religious dude, but I didn't get that far in the dream. Instead, I ended up at this hispanic girl's apartment complex where we got trapped in this room with her psychotic mother who tried to kill us. lol. Weird shit.
I've been thinking about Fuchs a lot lately. I can't help it. Corey had a little spat with himself two nights ago and then last night I was up all night crying and thinking about Fuchs because of Corey. Not that it's Corey's fault that I was thinking about Fuchs since I'm always thinking about Fuchs, but Corey did kind of trigger the crying.
So I'm taking physics now. I've never felt so stupid in my life. This shit is hard! I think this is the first time I've gone to tutoring in my life. It's crazy. Now I know what people feel like when they say that they just CAN'T do something. lol. It's not really THAT bad. I'm starting to understand. Well, I do understand, I just can't work out the problems myself, which is the biggest problem.

As much as I'd love to sit here and chit chat for hours, I have to be at Academic Games practice in 30 minutes and I'm not dressed, so I should go. More to come.

All my love<3
Canaan